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Music by SEMEION - lyrics by Nicola Guidone

I feel no aversion of death
Neither her secrets are worrying my mind

(dream like a perfect life,
perfect ‘cause it’s false…
this is life)

She is bringing about my annihilation
She is getting continuity
..the terror isn’t enough yet

I feel no aversion of death
‘cause in a horrible difference
She’s avoiding me in a whole that frightens
It’s not my soul that bells peals

but my flesh
shouts with terror
against death
shouts it carnally
without coscience
and purpose

a terror made substance…a frozen terror like anger
that rises on an intellectual surface
…for my future shadow of life and thoughts

I feel no aversion of death like something that sees and hears
I feel it like someone who’s afraid
Someone who doesn’t know the reason why
But he’s afraid

For my future shadow of life and thoughts

I feel no aversion of death
It’s not my soul that bells peals
But flesh…